There was a time when i felt unloved is when i am in Singapore studying, staying with my sisters. My parents will come here once in a time since my older brother is still in Indonesia. I felt unloved because my parents come more often when my older brother is here and my sisters always ask me to harmonize with him. When i asked them to buy something for me, they will say "no" without considering but when my brother asked, they will likely buy for him. I felt that it is not fair at all and i asked myself,"am i just a kid that they adopt?." Soon, i realised that it is not that they do not love me, but it is just that they want my brother to stay out of troubles.