When I was young, about 8-9 years old, I realised that I've cleisiophobia & lygophobia.The realisation took place on one night. I can't remember it vividly, though I'll explain it as clear as possible.

My brother and I were in room that night while my parents were downstairs there, he kept annoy me till i was very angry then i threw the first punch. And both of us fight like cats and dogs. He never fail to anger me which will led to a fight in order to end it.

We're fighting on the bed and struggle to beat each others up, suddenly he use the blanket to cover me and press me down. It was a pitch of black in there, i kept shouting "let me out, let me out." But he won't let me out too. I was very scare of being kept in a cramped and dark area but if I'm with other people I won't scare. I felt that it's too stuffy and too dark like I'm blind, so I realise that I've those two phobia. At last I broke out and my fears gone, I continued to fight with him.

Now that I know I've these two phobia, I'll try to conquer them before they conquer me...

Last december was school holiday.
And i have just finished my AEIS and PACT test.
Then the MOE arranged me to ChongBoonSecondarySchool.
My holiday was not very long.
It's about 3 weeks.
I spent my holiday in my hometown,Tg.Balai Karimun,Riau,Indonesia.

I've wasted almost all my holiday on computer games and i regretted it,
but at least i played with my buddies.
I had a BBQ party with them.
At 1st i forked out all my money to buy first,
and most people did not pay me back.
but it's ok too.
once a time treat them.

we had our BBQ party at my friend's new house which is half-done.
It's so creepy at night.
Mostly we walk together,even though we all are boys.
I walk by myself only once.
There are about 10 plus people,
and we had our party on the 4th or 5th floor,i can't remember it well.

After we had done,
we cleaned the place and play with water all around.
except for me sitting on the staircase.
Suddenly,one of my friend slipped down and bang his face on the floor.
We all laugh for about 3 secs,then we rush to him to see whether he is fine or not.
His teeth were bleeding and was in pain.
He slipped because one of us pushed him.

Suddenly,
BLACK OUT.
It occurs often in there.
so it's a pitch of black there.
So dark that we all stick together waiting for my friends father to turn on the machine,
but its not powerful enough.
His father came at last and we all gone back to our own home.

Few days left of my holiday,
i still spent it on computer games.
Then i came to Singapore to prepare the materials for school.

Yesterday was a special day in ChongBoonSecondarySchool.
It was Growth Day
it's my first time to experience it.
I found it quite interesting,eventhough i'm new in CBSS,i quite understand it's meaning too.
I learn the 16 Habits Of Mind.
There have some students who went overseas shared with us their experience.
They said we must :

1. conquer our fear
2. talk accurately to prevent misunderstanding
3. experience something with awe
4. think of solution to solve problem
5. never say die

These are the list that i still remember vividly.
I've set my target for next year results.
Our school new theme is Beyond Bridging Gaps which i think it means achieve beyond our aim.
I hope that i can achieve beyond my aim.
The 16 HOM,it's a good material for us,the chongboonites to become a gracious citizen.
Happy Growth Day..